The heat is driving me NUTS.

I usually sleep late (or early, depends on your perspective) at around 5 or 6am. And its just that time when the sun is slowly creeping up the sky that the temperature in my room suddenly rises, from normally acceptable night cool-ish temperature, to hellishly hot steam-room sweatfest. Normally I couldn't be bothered. But Cebu has this knack of unleashing hour-long blackouts (in the morning when I am usually asleep, convenience at it's best) that turn the sweatfest into sweatsunami.

And with that tidal wave of sweat drenching me from head to toe, I would have no choice but to drag my under-slept self to the shower.

The past few weeks also made me privy to different kinds of heat too. Aside from the weather wreaking havoc with global temperatures, I could definitely say that it is not JUST the weather anymore.

People are driving me crazy. I don't know, but sometimes I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and kill them on the spot. What they usually do that amused me before, annoys me to no end now. Call it PMS, or whatever. I absolutely CANNOT "take a chill pill", it will just melt on my tongue faster than I can grind Snow Bear when I'm smoking.

Isolation is driving me crazy. Having this long-overdue-since-march vacation is making me itch. Figuratively and literally. My head feels like its full of fluff, and the only time it gets sharp is when I'm playing games on my battered PS2. And even if I want to go out, I can't because I have no money because I'm jobless. Catch-22 much? AAAAAND its making me CRAZYY!!!!

Being bored is driving me NUTS! I am too bored to think about what to write anymore. Every day feels so fast when you are sleeping all the time.

God, I need a job.

To quote KimiDora: "STRESSED AKOOO! BUSY AKOOO!"

But, I'm stressed because I'm not doing anything, and I am too busy minding the heat.

Gah. >_<